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~LyRiCaL sTaR~
Name:SnOw
Age:23
email:obsessedwithblue@hotmail.com (for msn and friendster)
Birthday:07 Nov 1983
Horoscope:Scorpio
Lurves
Darling Ryan
People who care esp my besties, gd pals, bro
being different
dreaming
Hates
Deceit
Broken promises
Hopes for
Happiness
I'll be with my darling for a lifetime
Darling will enjoy happiness, success and good health
bro and elisa get back together
happiness and good health for my family and friends
being able to smile on my birthday this year
More tangible stuff
A 2B bike license
A better digital camera *greedy peeg >.<
Sony Ericsson k800i mobile phone
Good grades for school
Pass my Advanced I ballet exam next year (with flying colors not just a pass, gee i wished for a pass in my inter exam n i got just dat. Grr)
Reach my goal of 45kg (Y does it seem so far away? Haiz.. Lack of self-ctrl.. I'll sell my soul just to be thin)
Tuesday, January 24, 2006
6:10 AM
~d turtle who's always slow..~
I've been awake for 20 hrs..slept 4 5.5hrs b4 dis.. sun n yesterday wk 12pm 2 12midnite but funny ting is i dun feel sleepy at all..Probably in d manic phase of my bipolar disorder..
yesterday had a short chat wif 1 of d national team player 4 snooker (d cool n super duper zhai type of guy). kinda surprising he actually can talk (n he actully can joke!?) coz normally he doesn't really say anything n just signed d form when i asked him 2. Got 2 no a customer daniel, reminds me of david.. d shy shy type yet frenly. Seems amazing dat diff pl can ve similar characteristics. mayb dat explains y every1 seems so familiar all d time.
Had a chit chat wif d cashier at BP. After 2 yrs+ of chatting, i finally no her name is Siok Hoon. Thanx 2 dis uncle who's damn joker. Urs truly tried on sunglasses den keep making comments. Crazy lor.. wat's wif guys who ve gfs always like 2 flirt? (fuck off la, consider ur gfs' feelings can? If we do d same ting 2 guys they'll make a big fuss.. Inequality of d sexes again!) Den d uncle damn wierd, can tell fr d crow's feet ard his eyes he shld b ard 35 but he refused 2 divulge his age. Anyway we did exchange hp nos, coz i didn't ve a bad feeling abt him n it'll b gd 2 ve frens OLDER than me 2. sumtimes sibei annoying ppl always tink i go 4 young boys. Damn man, since i was young i had more guy frens than gal frens except during certain phases in my life like sec sch. N I've always liked older guys >30 juz dat i've never had a chance 2 no such ppl. D preference 4 d younger boys tingie s relationship partners is after my stupid love experiences dat i'm sick n tired of guys who r in their 20s (i no these r generalisations n there r exceptions thgh: scheming, complicated, boring, uncaring, insensitive, selfish, love cheats, etc..) Younger guys r more fun n "innocent" thgh wif d information overload in d media these days, u can't b sure anymore :P .. Find their qualities kinda endearing: They r like this unmoulded piece of clay, raw yet it has d potential 2 b a beautiful piece of pottery. N they seem 2 b so full of ideals n aspirations sumting i used 2 ve but ve lost a long time ago.. Time flies..
Anyway, spoke 2 Siok Hoon 4 like 3 hrs plus n we looked at d 100 girls in FHM mag. N seriously I can't believe my eyes when i saw 1 of my ex classmates in there. I knew she wore revealing clothes last time but doing a spread 4 FHM is like woah!! Also saw sum girls i knew fr d supermodel competition tingie. Mayb our taste n expectations 2 exquisite liow, i tink i only liked 2 girls in there. Siok Hoon say seriously she tink all d girls couldn't make it. Geez harsh words 4 our own kind. But girls ve always been harsh on themselves in d 1st place.
Funny ting is my pa always speaks 2 Siok Hoon abt me n even asked her 2 advise me against being wif my ex, ws last time. Gee but she said she felt like not v appropriate 2 speak 2 me abt this kind of issue n anyway, dat was like d long distant past 4 me 2 b 4gotten. Imagine father n daughter always complaining abt each other 2 her, haha.. But at least i can c my pa quite concerned abt me, just dat he dunno how 2 express his feelings properly den n up i always du lan him criticising or nagging at me.
2day no wk, finally can rest after 2 consecutive days of wking 12 hrs. Can try 2 b more enthusiastic 4 my ballet i hope. N go 4 my ballet class regularly 2 times a week. Kin Wee mentioned dat dancers r sensitive n i agree wif that coz we ve 2 project our emotions in our dance 2 portray d feelings required in d dance. I find dat dancing is an outlet of expression 4 me. But i've been slacking n not being serious in my ballet classes, time 2 buck up or I'll not pass my intermediate exam in Sep this yr..
imlost...
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