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~LyRiCaL sTaR~
Name:SnOw
Age:23
email:obsessedwithblue@hotmail.com (for msn and friendster)
Birthday:07 Nov 1983
Horoscope:Scorpio
Lurves
Darling Ryan
People who care esp my besties, gd pals, bro
being different
dreaming
Hates
Deceit
Broken promises
Hopes for
Happiness
I'll be with my darling for a lifetime
Darling will enjoy happiness, success and good health
bro and elisa get back together
happiness and good health for my family and friends
being able to smile on my birthday this year
More tangible stuff
A 2B bike license
A better digital camera *greedy peeg >.<
Sony Ericsson k800i mobile phone
Good grades for school
Pass my Advanced I ballet exam next year (with flying colors not just a pass, gee i wished for a pass in my inter exam n i got just dat. Grr)
Reach my goal of 45kg (Y does it seem so far away? Haiz.. Lack of self-ctrl.. I'll sell my soul just to be thin)
Thursday, February 09, 2006
1:42 AM
~on top of d world!!!~
2day was a great day. It might seem like nothing extraordinary n nothing much is going on but sometimes 1 can delight in d mundane. I'm thankful 4 days like dis.
well, 2day marks another day when i actually paid att during class 4 psychopathology lecture. Jill's a boring lecturer but sumhow i'm amazed at my being able 2 focus 4 d 3rd day in a row in class w/o drifting off 2 dreamland or 2 my fantasy world. Mayb d girl wif hyperactivity is going 2 lose d dreaded tag soon if this carries on which is fantastic! I'm aiming 2 b a gd student instead of always being this underachieving slacker who's always procrastinating in her revision n assignments. mayb it helped dat i no longer carry this negativity in2 class dat d sub is boring n d lecturer or tutor sux n sch seems much more enjoyable. I used 2 tink class was a fucking waste of time n hated attending lessons but now i'm trying 2 change my mindset. Guess d fortune tellers were right after all. 2006 is d yr when my fortunes will change fr d bad yrs of 2004 n 2005. ")
After class went 4 wk s usual. hai 3rd day in a row skipped d lectures 4 cognitive neuroscience. bobian, mon n wed ve 2 stand in 4 hakim 4 wk n tue ve ballet class. Actually althgh i was nv a bio student, i thgt d previous bio module Brain n Behavior was v interesting n it captured my interest thgh d new terms were mind-boggling. But anyway, tmr i'll b attending d lecture. looking 4wd 2 it n hope i wun b disappointed. 2day 1st time i managed 2 close d pool centre 5 min after 12 midnitez 4 once. dat's pretty early 4 mindy's standard. Most importantly, i dun ve a shortage of cash! Esp sun short $10 n mon short $19, make me sibei dulan coz i cldn't find out d reason 4 d excessive shortage. It's like wk 4 3 wks dun ve this prob den suddenly short so much wk 1 day 4 free, make me damn irritated.
Dear dear called me ard 939pm n i was over d moon. coz it's like he initiated calling me mah. which is a rare ting! Had a short chat wif him b4 he put down d fone 2 do his assignment. d other gd ting is i'm going 2 collect my cheques for wking at d motorola factory n dis pool place tmr b4 going 2 sch. den i'll probably bank both in on fri. yay, 4 once d bank acc ve some $. always hovering below $10 particularly at d n of d mth, i always scared not enuf 2 deduct d $2 den they close my acc. if i keep dis $ til n of d mth mayb dunnit 2 deduct $2. :P stil pondering over wat hp i shld get. Nokia N70 seems v tempting but on another hand i'm tinking of getting a new wardrobe. Mayb get a slightly better than low budget camera hp n get new clothes may seem a better compromise.
I guess d only ting which i'm not v happy abt is my weight. If i can lose 5 kg, it'll b d perfect life 4 me. Yesterday ballet class was quite depressing. I cldn't last v long on pointe partly coz my pointe shoes became so incredibly tight n my fat heavy body which was killing my toes. If i 1na take d intermediate exam in sep i better lose d excess wt 2 make life ezier 4 myself n dance better. hmm ve 2 start fr tmr d fasting ting. this time i must ve self ctrl. dun bring money 2 sch except 2 wk n wear more thick jackets coz when i dun eat i always feel extremely cold. Don't go in2 d canteen during break, no fd outlets n hm kitchen n i wun b tempted. just drink my ribena, barley or milk so i've enuf energy 2 sustain my life, walk n ve not ve bone problems like last time. during break just concentrate on studying my textbk n lecture notes. Pls god just let me b thin like last time n i wun gorge on fd ever again. I'll stop being this glutton.
That's it, an ordinary way 2 n d day...
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