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~LyRiCaL sTaR~
Name:SnOw
Age:23
email:obsessedwithblue@hotmail.com (for msn and friendster)
Birthday:07 Nov 1983
Horoscope:Scorpio
Lurves
Darling Ryan
People who care esp my besties, gd pals, bro
being different
dreaming
Hates
Deceit
Broken promises
Hopes for
Happiness
I'll be with my darling for a lifetime
Darling will enjoy happiness, success and good health
bro and elisa get back together
happiness and good health for my family and friends
being able to smile on my birthday this year
More tangible stuff
A 2B bike license
A better digital camera *greedy peeg >.<
Sony Ericsson k800i mobile phone
Good grades for school
Pass my Advanced I ballet exam next year (with flying colors not just a pass, gee i wished for a pass in my inter exam n i got just dat. Grr)
Reach my goal of 45kg (Y does it seem so far away? Haiz.. Lack of self-ctrl.. I'll sell my soul just to be thin)
Tuesday, February 21, 2006
5:38 AM
~Wat a f*%$ed up company!!~
Yesterday only managed 2 sleep ard 6am..Actually dun 1 2 sleep 1 but got v tired after speaking wif my dear dear 4 hrs on d fone. N up slept til 11 plus by den d 1st tutorial was over.. Went back 2 sleep n up woke up wrd 230 n ma did me a favour by sending me 2 sch. Reached sch ard 330pm.. At least managed 2 capture part of d lecture..
After sch went 2 enquire abt my pay cheque 4 jan.. N guess wat? D damned co decided 2 use MY PAY 2 pay their suppliers or watever not??!! Damned bloody fucking irritating. N d worst part was i was not d only 1.. Another part-timer also kana d same ting. N best part was d gal fr d finance dept told me that my pay might b delayed by 2 weeks or 1 mth. At d v least it wld only b common courtesy 2 tell me wat d hell was going on rather than left me stranded down there. A fuck la, feb ending n u expect ppl wk 4 free 4 2 mths or wat?! I kept my composure thruout coz i was going 2 wait till 10 next mth 2 c if they r going 2 pay me EITHER cheque for jan or feb. If they don't urs truly is going 2 quit n get her ma 2 use her screaming skills 2 get my salary back.
Felt light-headed n nauseous while covering d tables ard 10+. Mayb it was d time of d mth s usual or my stupid diarrhoea wich was sapping my energy i don't no. Had lor mai kai 4 supper coz d beef burger n mashed potato fr 7-11 didn't fill me up nicely s i thgt they wld.
Got hm n read my mag.. den smsed my dear dear n fell asleep.. slept ard 2 n woke up ard 444am. 4 these past few days been enjoying bliss wif my dear dear n i probably wldn't b able 2 live w/o him.. i've given him my utmost trust n i no longer feel insecure tat he wld leave me 4 any reason.. N since he has given me his word i juz 1na keep my faith in him n us.. feels like a renewed honeymoon period again.. hope we dun ve those bo liow petty quarrels wor.. I'll 1 2 love my dear dear more wif every passing day n try 2 communicate wif him better.. jus dat sumtimes simple-minded me don't understand d msg he trying 2 get across n up we misunderstand each other... gee.. I'll try not 2 over analyse d content of wat he is saying.. even if he sounds angry i'll try 2 give in.. Just 1 us 2 last this lifetime if not 4ever..
imlost...
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