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~LyRiCaL sTaR~
Name:SnOw
Age:23
email:obsessedwithblue@hotmail.com (for msn and friendster)
Birthday:07 Nov 1983
Horoscope:Scorpio
Lurves
Darling Ryan
People who care esp my besties, gd pals, bro
being different
dreaming
Hates
Deceit
Broken promises
Hopes for
Happiness
I'll be with my darling for a lifetime
Darling will enjoy happiness, success and good health
bro and elisa get back together
happiness and good health for my family and friends
being able to smile on my birthday this year
More tangible stuff
A 2B bike license
A better digital camera *greedy peeg >.<
Sony Ericsson k800i mobile phone
Good grades for school
Pass my Advanced I ballet exam next year (with flying colors not just a pass, gee i wished for a pass in my inter exam n i got just dat. Grr)
Reach my goal of 45kg (Y does it seem so far away? Haiz.. Lack of self-ctrl.. I'll sell my soul just to be thin)
Thursday, March 09, 2006
9:43 AM
~poem..~
In my deepest darkest hr i composed dis short poem 2 describe my feelings n thgts..
My heart was weeping as it laid shattered 2 pieces. Wld u mend it n put it back 2gether or let it die a sorrowful death? when d heart dies, d soul dies even as d body is living. Living becomes a fate worse than death when d heart bleeds n no longer beats. How can 1 go on living when d pain doesn't fade away n d heart no longer lives?
i hope i'll nv ve 2 feel like dis again. d devastation, disappointment, despair can b hard 2 bear. Everyting seems 2 intense n frightening dat i didn't no wat was real n whether i cld ever wake up fr d bad dream. i'm trying my best 2 overcome my own fears n understand matters of love n life. Althgh i no i''ll take sum time 2 recover, d hope is there dat i'll c d light at d n of it all. wish dat d stabbing pain in my heart wld get better...
imlost...
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