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~LyRiCaL sTaR~
Name:SnOw
Age:23
email:obsessedwithblue@hotmail.com (for msn and friendster)
Birthday:07 Nov 1983
Horoscope:Scorpio
Lurves
Darling Ryan
People who care esp my besties, gd pals, bro
being different
dreaming
Hates
Deceit
Broken promises
Hopes for
Happiness
I'll be with my darling for a lifetime
Darling will enjoy happiness, success and good health
bro and elisa get back together
happiness and good health for my family and friends
being able to smile on my birthday this year
More tangible stuff
A 2B bike license
A better digital camera *greedy peeg >.<
Sony Ericsson k800i mobile phone
Good grades for school
Pass my Advanced I ballet exam next year (with flying colors not just a pass, gee i wished for a pass in my inter exam n i got just dat. Grr)
Reach my goal of 45kg (Y does it seem so far away? Haiz.. Lack of self-ctrl.. I'll sell my soul just to be thin)
Saturday, April 29, 2006
12:21 AM
~Silence doesn't mean apathy~
http://www.bbsland.org/music/other/ChangHuan.mp3
Silence is when one doesn't know what he should say.
Silence is when one is afraid of facing rejection.
Being apart physically doesn't stop one from being a part of the other person's life.
He has never walked away from the one and he doesn't bear any grudge or hatred.
He remembers every word he has spoken to the one and he means them.
Sometimes one ends up putting barriers between himself and others even when he wants to be close.
When he's close to someone he becomes afraid and puts a distance between himself and others.
He chooses to do so because he's afraid he'll forget the one.
However, this fear is unfounded because the one never left his heart.
The one has been living in his heart all the while despite the trying times.
He chooses to be alone because only then he's connected to the one even when they are apart.
When one is alone he never stops thinking about the one who means a lot to him.
He ends up understanding the other person thoroughly and can feel every thought and emotion connected with the one.
He hopes the one is happy but sometimes things doesn't work that way.
He feels sad but he doesn't want the one to worry.
He wishes to speak but no words can come out from his mouth.
He wants to care and support the one but he can't bring himself to say it.
He always remembers what the one has promised him and he has never given up.
He wishes all the agony the one is suffering would be his instead.
He never stops being there for the one.
He just hopes the one can express his truest and most vulnerable side to him.
He will never judge but will instead try to comfort and embrace the one so he doesn't have to hide his truest or rawest emotions and thoughts.
He knows things are hard now but he holds on because he knows that things will turn around one day.
He knows that no matter how bleak the situation seems now, wishes do come true for the most faithful.
Call it blind faith or stupidity it doesn't matter.
imlost...
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