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~LyRiCaL sTaR~
Name:SnOw
Age:23
email:obsessedwithblue@hotmail.com (for msn and friendster)
Birthday:07 Nov 1983
Horoscope:Scorpio
Lurves
Darling Ryan
People who care esp my besties, gd pals, bro
being different
dreaming
Hates
Deceit
Broken promises
Hopes for
Happiness
I'll be with my darling for a lifetime
Darling will enjoy happiness, success and good health
bro and elisa get back together
happiness and good health for my family and friends
being able to smile on my birthday this year
More tangible stuff
A 2B bike license
A better digital camera *greedy peeg >.<
Sony Ericsson k800i mobile phone
Good grades for school
Pass my Advanced I ballet exam next year (with flying colors not just a pass, gee i wished for a pass in my inter exam n i got just dat. Grr)
Reach my goal of 45kg (Y does it seem so far away? Haiz.. Lack of self-ctrl.. I'll sell my soul just to be thin)
Friday, May 26, 2006
3:15 AM
~If I'm gone...~
These words are dedicated to people who means most to me. I'm afraid I may not have the chance to tell you how much my life has been enriched with your presence.
Dearest
Ma and Pa
I'm grateful for all that you have done for me and I'm very blessed to be loved by you. I'm sorry I haven't been fillial to you and I've made you sad with my rebelliousness especially in past few years. I love you but it seems that my actions do not reflect that. I'm sorry that I can't do more for you and I will never be able to repay your kindness in this lifetime. I want to thank you for bringing me to this world and it has opened my eyes to many wonderful things in life. You have given me an education which has helped me look at the world and learn and understand from life's lessons. Even though we have arguments or quarrels I don't regret being your daughter in this lifetime. I hope I can still be your daughter in the next lifetime and I will be able to fulfill my duty as your daughter. I hope you two enjoy good health and are happy. If I'm no longer around, it's ok to donate any part of my body. Also, I probably don't have much money or things I will be leaving behind but it's all yours to decide how you want to deal with it.
Bro
I'm sorry that I have a volatile relationship with you sometimes. I love you even though I hate to admit it. I understand that I haven't been the best sister around, I'm sorry. Thanks for the times we had as kids you bringing me out to have fun, buying food for me and tolerating with my nonsense. Pa and Ma loves you too please trust me on that. Although they are not very expressive about their love for us, they show it in their own ways. Please help me to take care of Pa and Ma when i'm not around. I believe you have a vast amount of potential to be the person you want to be. Please take care and try not to smoke too much k? It's painful to hear you cough in the middle of the night sometimes (Pa, hope you can quit smoking. It's bad for health).
Mars Bar
I don't know if it's appropriate to call you that now but I guess I feel more comfortable calling you this. Thank you for the wonderful moments we have shared in the past and for letting me experience the love I've always dreamt about in my life. I've learnt a lot from you. On how to think and care for another person, experiencing an indescribable happiness in my life and much more. The happiest moments in my life belong to the times when we were together. I love you as much as my family if not more. You are truly amazing and unique in your ways and I love you for who you are. Please believe in yourself because you are indeed capable and good. You are like my guardian angel who'll watch over me and protect me. I'm sorry for the times I have hurt you, I wish I can make amends. Please take care of your health and try to sleep early k? My heart aches when you are sick and when you are feeling low. I'm sorry I can't do more for you but I hope you can be happy in whatever you choose to do.
Elfie
Thanks bro. You are the only person who understands me truly and accept me totally for who I am. We are so similar and I suppose that isn't just a coincidence that we get to know each other in this lifetime. Even though we aren't real siblings, thanks for being there for me and caring for me. I hope Elisa and you would be together forever. I hope you can always be happy and cheerful. Don't smoke so much k? Pass to me I smoke for you. Bad for health la.
Hui Ting, Sheela, Adeline, Chun Ling
Thanks gals. You four are my best buddies. I don't know how to thank you enough for always being there for me and helping me everytime I have problems. I'm grateful for that unconditional love you have accorded to this friend who doesn't do enough for you and hasn't been there. Adeline, I hope you and Sunny will have a wonderful blissful marriage. Hui Ting, Chun Ling and Sheela, You three are great gals and I know the guys who will be with you are going to be the most fortunate people around. I hope you all will always be happy and things go well for you. I love you very much and I hope I can have the honour to know you girls in my next life again.
Others
To those friends whom i have known over the years, thanks for being there for me. I also had great fun being in your company. I appreciate the things you have done for me. I'm not sure what I can say because words aren't enough to express how I feel. I'm happy to know my relatives and other people who affected my life in a positive way especially Andy's mother and Weisheng's mother. I'm fortunate to be able to have the pleasure and honour to know and interact with all these people who has made a difference in my life. I wish I will be able to repay everyone for the love and kindness you have given me but I guess i will not be able to do so as it'll never be enough no matter how I try. I hope everyone will be able to well in all aspects of their lives.
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